A decade of love.... 2001~2011.

I am blessed with all the things that had happened in my life..for being a wife, daughter in-law and the most precious moments, being a mother myself! Thank you for making my cycle of life more meaningful. Look forward to celebrate more decades with you, dear! Insha allah.

Its already 2011...

Phew....I need to start blogging..I miss blogging..I miss to interact with my "alam maya friends", miss to comment on their blogs...well, its not a new year resolution tho. I stop having resolutions ages ago. For a start, this year is LR first year of primary school. Dah Darjah Satu dah Lil Ranger. When I first started this blog, he was only 3 years old..now going to be 7 in May. How time flies..and how I miss the time when both of my precious kids were still babies...belum boleh demand lebih2..bila nangis its either diorang lapar or pampers soaking wet. But now, remote tv pun leh jadik gaduh dengan budak2 nih. Dulu abang conquer nak tengok Power Rangers la...Ben 10 la..now the lil sister..tak abis2 dengan Barbie, Thumblelina or ThumbleHana the way she said it...tu belum masuk Cinderella lagi...mak aih..sampai satu rumah dah hafal sume script dlm cartoons tuh. And some more boleh buat karaoke lagi dengan Ipad daddy...mana taknya daddy pergi download all the movie clips..siap tarik microphone lagi tuh..adeh.

Karaoke session

Anyway, that's the joy of having children in the house. Kadang2 tu memang geram tapi most of the time diorang ni la pengubat jiwa lara...My first experience sending Lil Ranger to Pre School was full of emotion...mana taknya Mummy was having her 1st trimester with Hana...dah tuh daddy was out of the country most of the time. Jumpe pun kejap2 jek..but we manage to go thru with ease.. alhamdulillah. So, bile first 2 weeks masa time hantar tuh, everytime he cried..mummy also cried..hahaha..when i look back at that time..nak tergelak pun ada jugak..bila sampai office muka mummy dah selebet..mata bengkak sebab cried inside the car sampai office..betul2 perubahan hormone tuh...no wonder la Hana also suka nangis2..pembawakan rupenye..ngeah ngeah ngeah.

Which one is Ben Tenneson???

The feeling when Lil Ranger started his first year of primary school was like a mix feeling. When he was in the kindie, I know he's going to be safe.. i mean he's not moving around from one place to another...only in the compounded area. But now, the moment after I send him off to school, I started to have all these feelings of unsure..whether he's mixing ok with other friends, how he buys food in the canteen...ye la dia ni belum terror lagi bab ambik balance...bagi duit jek terus chow happily with the food..no doubt I made him bekal everyday but bila dia tengok other kids beli..dia pun sure nak beli punye.. Then, his classroom is in 3rd floor plak..mak aih..masa mummy and daddy naik atas time orientation pun dah mengah2..ape tah lagi my LR panjat tangga sampai tingkat 3 everyday!!! Makin kurus la anak mummy nih..

After school, he will be going back to his old kindie. They have after school care which I think is better for him with activities such as mengaji, homework/revision, music class, taekwando. So, habis sekolah, naik van Pakcik Mawi back to kindie. There are 7 of them yang stay there..semua kawan2 dia from the same kindie, so senang la. Bab naik van Pakcik Mawi ni la yg dia paling excited skali...ye la kan..this is the first time dia naik public transport without mummy n daddy's guidance...only him n friends...ni pun penat cakap tiap2 hari..jangan lari..tunggu Pakcik Mawi ...make sure jangan kena tinggal van....jangan ikut orang yg awak tak kenal....jangan tolak2..jangan gaduh2..aduih....beratnya hati ni nak tinggalkan anak pergi sekolah. I'm sure all the mothers out there will have the same predicament as me...right?? Kadang2 tu rasa nak kasi HP yang murah2 jek kat dia, senang mummy nak menyiasat his whereabouts. Bila dia dah selamat sampai kindie tu baru lah I can rest my mind a bit. Balik rumah kadang2 tuh x sempat ape2 lagi dah tanya..how's your school abang? abang makan apa? awak minum air banyak tak? cikgu ajar apa today? (which he will answer me everyday: ala asyik nyanyi and colouring jek..boring la..hehehe that's because they still don't have a timetable yet)...

The princess wannabe...

Bila start Darjah Satu ni, LR masuk tidur at 9pm..or paling lambat 930..mula2 susah nak suruh masuk tidur.. now mummy suruh masuk tidur je.. n tak sampai 10min tengok dia dah nyenyak..sian anak mummy sure penat at school. Mummy pun dah start bangun awal pukul 530am..huwaaa..yela nak siap2kan bekal dia..breakfast dia...kemas itu ini..yawnnnn...n mummy also need to sleep early..yawnnn... now nak train Hana pulak tidur awal..nak masukkan dia to abang's kindie but the problem is, Hana ni suka sleep in lambat..so bangun pun lambat..kalu kejut kang mula lah buat perangai dia tuh..haish.

Wow...berjela dah nih...hehehe...see...i really miss blogging.

Catch up later...daaa.